Sitting on a blanket on the cold floor of my cold apt. Costumizing my LJ, listening to Rascal Flatts, and singing occasionally with the music, my mind drifts to him. It has become familiar lately, when I am not immersed in some mind filling activity, any available space is filled with him.

Something changed for me this weekend, no, actually, something has been changing for me since last Saturday night. Everything I felt for him before is a thousand times stronger today and growing with everyday spent together. I must move carefully into this scary place where my heart can be broken.


*I am planning on going snowmobiling for the first time this winter and need snow gear. If anybody knows of anyone selling used snow stuff please let me know. I am about 5'3 and wear a women's 10-12, and a kids size 16 jacket.